SiGOPosted: 12 Apr 2004, 9:19pm Born Stupid!
i dont show you enough attention? im constantly trying and you push me away! i was being so nice to you at recovery on saturday but nooo you didnt want that attention because you had your friends around you. this relationship is so one sided. whenever you want attention its alright but if your friends are around you just ignore me!
.......how loose is ya goose
john..it was a large recovery and they are all my friends...i cant belive you chose to goto bed rather than spend time with me and my friends..are u ashamed of me..or dont u like them...
i just cant work u out..you tell me you wanna spend time with me and my friends and when i do u get jealous...
john..its hard..
and when i leave you dont even hug me...dont you know how low that made me feel?
I'm a raver, baby...
Look, you guys were sooo obviously just made for each other, and everyone here knows it. There has to be a way you can sort out your problems, the rave scene wouldnt be the same without the two of you skipping around holding hands all night, you're adelaide icons.
SiGOPosted: 12 Apr 2004, 9:26pm Born Stupid!
you'd seen them all night, why couldnt we just have some "us" time? its not like i wanted to lay in bed all day, just for a few hours to rest and talk. Im not ashamed of you or them, i didnt mean what i said about them being wankers, i was just angry and jealous and got all worked up. please forgive me. i tried tyo hug you, but you were too busy worrying about your bottle of JD, is that more important to you than our relationship?
.......how loose is ya goose
but its ok for you and james to go off saturday night and not tell me that you were going home?
i try..i told u more things about me than anybody else knows.. i trusted you..and you shared those secrets as a laugh around the mirror with mates..
im still shake when i think about it..how can u make me so angry yet so happy...i swore id never let this happen again after sarah and I became like this..and u knew that...
im so confused..
SiGOPosted: 12 Apr 2004, 9:36pm Born Stupid!
you dissappeared with laura and jessi, i got scared i didnt know what to do! i didnt know where you had gone, im lost without you, you know that and you still left me there all alone! what about what you told everyone while i was asleep? i think that was a little bit worse ashley, yeah i found out about it, someone else didnt think it was very nice for you to do it and came and told me. atleast i apologised to you, while you sit there and try and make me feel guilty for the exact same thing.
.......how loose is ya goose
Ill speak to you on icq about this...and if i have to i'll drop round...
because many people have said many things..and i dont know what to belive anymore john..
and if i belived everything i heard from other people id ask u whats going on between you and tekkers...
SiGOPosted: 12 Apr 2004, 9:47pm Born Stupid!
i dont know if icq is the place ash, and its too late for you to drop around, i dont think james wants to be woken up by another screaming match. i thought you knew about mine and tekkers past? i told you that night when we were walking along the beach as the sun went down. dont play mr innocent ive heard plenty of stories about you too, and lets just say most of them are pretty believeable, especially after muffins has asked us to get back together, whats he trying to hide? have you slept with him aswell? hey? i know you were getting along pretty well at the recovery.
.......how loose is ya goose
muffins has been there for me thru the hard times and has been a shoulder to cry on john...how dare you even question that..ive told you how i turn to muffins for help..and i know im not mr innocent john..but i told you when we started dating that i was afraid of commitment.,.and ive worked hard at it only to have my heart and trust broken by you...
We havent even been apart for a week and you have asked tekkers to the DMA's as your date..
john..sometimes i think u use me ..and feed me what i want to hear..i dread to think that the whole time was fake
SiGOPosted: 12 Apr 2004, 9:56pm Born Stupid!
yeah but ive been there, ive seen how you two look into each others eyes, i can see theres more too it than just a "shoulder to cry on". its all fine and dandy being there for each other, but the next thing you know you're in the sack fucking like ferrets. i dont know, i used to trust you with him, but now im not sure.
Would you mind explaining to me how ive broken your heart and trust? in my mind i cant think of anything ive done wrong! and excuse me, but tekkers asked me to the DMA's and you already have a + 1 which i assume is going to be your best "friend" muffins. everything i ever told you and felt for you was real ash, im not fake at all! i cant believe you would even say that! let alone think it!
.......how loose is ya goose
what am i supposed to think john..and that dma ticket was for our 3week anniversity..it was going to be a surprise.
I hate you..
SiGOPosted: 12 Apr 2004, 10:03pm Born Stupid!
oh my god i cant believe you just said that... you hate me? :cry: :cry:
that hurts so much ash.. ive given so much to you and youve just thrown it all back in my face... i cant even see a reason to live anymore.
.......how loose is ya goose
im logging off..this is only hurting us both more...
ill speak to u in the morning or soemthing john..goodnight..
dont hate me..
SiGOPosted: 12 Apr 2004, 10:09pm Born Stupid!
i cant believe your leaving it like this, all in up in the air, doubt ill sleep. speak to you soon. :cry:
AaronPosted: 12 Apr 2004, 10:16pm the baron
:erm:
On topic: I had my heart ripped out early last year. Thought I'd never get over it and was dangerously depressed for a while. But.. now I'm as happy as can be :|)
Sassy
lmao @ Ash and John!!! :baaa: :teehee: :lol:
I cant believe i just waste all that time reading that!
JamesMPosted: 13 Apr 2004, 1:35pm Rave mogul
JamesM's LoveTips is certainly deserving of Gold Thread status, yet it is not there.
Hmpf.
Tie me up
Well maybe if you added a few more tips it may be deemed worthy in the admins eyes. I would second that the thread be gold though :fear:
11T6 - The new model just in, she's waiting for YOU!
I had a pretty hard time when I broke up with my last g/f... the actual breaking up part was suprisingly easy, what was hard for me at the time was figuring out what it was that I didn't like about the relationship, I really wasn't happy (& had feelings for Em for years before I'd even met this girl...) eventually figured out that she just didn't trust me, & I really didn't like that.. & it hurt heaps cos I knew she was the sort of person that couldn't change in that respect, so I cut it off as soon as I realised...
.......how loose is ya goose
sorry to air our dirty laundry on a public forum! :(
.......how loose is ya goose
| QUOTE (PhÜnKii @ Apr 13 2004, 08:48 PM) |
| QUOTE (Rainbow_Brite @ Apr 13 2004, 12:53 AM) | lmao @ Ash and John!!! :baaa: :teehee: :lol: I cant believe i just waste all that time reading that! |
:lol:
I'm with you Lauren, asif i just wasted 20mins reading all that, pretty funny tho i'll give them that.
Ash did you get your shoes back from John? I heard he was going to throw them on the power lines and watch laughing from the window as you tried to get them down |
He did..but then we talked and went and bought some new ones..It was good to spend some time together where we could talk...
ELeCtRoNiCaLY AfFekTed
my las g/f cheated on me sumfin kronik.. lol..
apparently went over her frenz.. slept wit him.. came over mine.. slept wit me, then went 2 another frenz of herz n did da same...
gotta say.. didnt feel 2 crash hot after that..
:(